A former 82nd Airborne + 2/75 Ranger shares the moment his life changed: a Mexico retreat using Ibogaine and 5-MeO-DMT. He describes true oneness, true love — and then the comedown where he says he saw every person he’d ever killed from their point of view. Fear. Anger. Confusion. And one sentence he couldn’t take back: “I don’t want to kill anyone anymore.”
This is a conversation about the cost of violence, identity after war, and what it looks like to rebuild a life around love instead of rage.
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Disclaimer: This episode is personal experience and commentary — not medical advice. Laws and risks vary by location.
